I'm a LIAR

Lie
Thats what I do
Don't be like me
A liar
You're gonna regret if you do so
Like me
I lost everything
A girl which I wish to marry her
Her trust
A person which always listen to my talk
My fun time
And even a place which I feel like home
No food
Not enough money
Stranded
Don't be like me
Or you're gonna be like me

P/s: please forgive me. Dont leave me alone here.

Hmm..

Having a good dream doesn't mean you'll wake up with good news..

Do Not Forget

If someone did a mistake,

Don't forget the good things has he done for you.

Unimportant

Aku rasa seperti aku tidak lagi penting dalam hidup si dia. Aku bukan lagi orang yg dia cari-cari setelah dia bangun dari tidur. Tapi kenapa dia perlukan aku sebelum dia dibuai mimpi yg indah? Aku tahu aku bukan yang dia mahu kan tapi insyaAllah aku yang dia perlukan. Ya Allah. Cuma Kau yang tahu apa perasaan aku sekarang ni. Sekiranya dia bukanlah jodohku ya Allah, kau jodohkan la dia dengan orang yg tergolong dalam golongan yg soleh. Kau tunjukkan la dia jalan yg benar ya Allah. Semoga dia bahagia di samping pilihan hatinya. Amin.

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It's hard for me to do these. I'm doing it because I love you. If not, hell no. I'm not gonna do it. My heart is shattered into pieces. How I want to act normal if everything is not normal? May Allah spare me some patience to get through this obstacle.

I am stupid.

Stupid. Yeah. Thats me. The girl that I wanna be with for my entire life have a doubt on me. It's all my fault. Don't have the courage to tell her what I want what my feelings are. I can't sleep, it's already 4am in the morning. Tomorrow probably I need to drive back to Carbondale. I wish I can sleep so I can replenish my energy that been used to load the shipping items into the contena. How can I sleep if what I really need the most right now is her. I wish I can see her and tell what I want what my feelings are.

The heart, the hurt.

Every time when I read these, I feel pain in my heart.

I sometimes say things I didn't mean.

Whatever happened happens. It doesn't mean anything.

Why you asked? Did it mean something to you?

Oh.. It hurts. The pain is unbearable. Can someone stab my heart right now? I think that's the only way to ease the pain because it won't beat anymore after been stabbed. And you don't care how hurt my heart is. Of course it mean something to me. I have a feeling towards you. I am in love with you. It mean something to me. If you don't mean it, don't say it. If it doesn't mean anything, don't do it.