I am stupid.

Stupid. Yeah. Thats me. The girl that I wanna be with for my entire life have a doubt on me. It's all my fault. Don't have the courage to tell her what I want what my feelings are. I can't sleep, it's already 4am in the morning. Tomorrow probably I need to drive back to Carbondale. I wish I can sleep so I can replenish my energy that been used to load the shipping items into the contena. How can I sleep if what I really need the most right now is her. I wish I can see her and tell what I want what my feelings are.