RE: If only #1

If only you knew how sorry I am after every fight.

If only you knew how sometimes what you say hurts me.

If only you knew how I keep smiling just so you don't feel bad.

If only you knew how sometimes when you ignored me it actually killing me inside.

If only you knew how much I miss you when we don't talk for a day.
If only you knew when I scold you means I care about you.

If only you knew you are the reason for every smile, which I love...

and you are the reason for every tear, which I hate.

If only you knew when I said everything I do with you is fun..

actually it means I love the time we spend together.
If only you knew I really love you.
If only you knew how genuine my feeling toward you.

If only you knew how bad I want to get rid of the walls that are surrounding you.
So you don't have to think and just be with me.